Monday, November 30, 2009

Goodbye heartache.

Actress Millie Perkins thinking of what to put into diary that her fan gave her.
New York, NY, USA. March 1959.
Photographed by Allan Grant.

Let's face it, I can't keep my mind off things that are miserably un-useful to me. Things that can affect my mood the whole day if I don't finally settle them.

I'm sitting for my accounts paper tomorrow and it should be a 'No-problem' paper because I took it as an extra subject. I never thought I might add in this post here. But it is my story and I should have an immune to what I am feeling now.

Brook Byron, as Althea Dennis, in TV soap opera "The Brighter Day".
US. March, 1954.
Photographed by Walter Sanders.

To be very frank, I never thought I might be getting worried for my account papers until I decided to stop attending accounting classes. I don't really want to make any excuse or reasons and all sorts of weird ways of explaining. In short, I was getting impatient and lazy of accounts. There's also another thing that had made it impact on me which I do not want to list it out here.

A woman working in an office.
Dunsmuir, CA, US. 1935.
Photographed by Peter Stackpole.

Accounting is not hard. Yes, it is not hard. It's just simple calculations and the need for you to know the concept. Enough of all that crap. Now, my main focus for today's post.

Feeling statement :
Regretful, worried, predicting the aftermath of the result

Objective of post :
I did not study properly and should not have added account as an extra subject.

Hypothesis :
The more I worry, the more time I waste so I shall start reading the theory and doing anchor question 1 and 2.

Conclusion :
The fact that I have already register and tomorrow is the day for my accounting papers, I shall be grateful to my teachers for their help and the fact that I'm an account student and I will not fail 'Principles of Account' subject for my SPM.
The hypothesis is accepted.

Monday, November 9, 2009

I don't want to wait, anymore.

Soldier walking along broken railway on outer line.
China. February 1947.
Photographed by Mark Kauffman.


我不想等待了。我会继续往前走。